Our Chemical Romance

“Being in this band for the past 12 years has been a true blessing,” My Chemical Romance writes….

After 12 years and four studio albums, My Chemical Romance announced they’re splitting up in a surprise blog post published on their official site tonight.

Original Edit by Sasha
Original Edit by Sasha

The message to fans, simply titled “My Chemical Romance,” reads:

Being in this band for the past 12 years has been a true blessing. We’ve gotten to go places we never knew we would. We’ve been able to see and experience things we never imagined possible. We’ve shared the stage with people we admire, people we look up to, and best of all, our friends. And now, like all great things, it has come time for it to end. Thanks for all of your support, and for being part of the adventure.
My Chemical Romance

Original Edit by Sasha
Original Edit by Sasha

Look back at MCR’s career in photos here.

My Chemical Romance started in 2001, when visual artist Gerard Way — inspired by fellow Jersey band Thursday and spurred on by the 9/11 attacks — decided he had to “get out of the basement,” he told SPIN in 2005. He recruited guitarist Ray Toro and his own younger brother Mikey to play bass. Guitarist Frank Iero joined after his band, Pencey Prep, broke up, and original drummer Matt Pelissier left the group after 2002’s I Brought You My Bullets, You Brought Me Your Love and 2004’s Three Cheers for Sweet Revenge, making way for Bob Bryar on 2006’s The Black Parade. The band built itself up from scratch, building an audience at Jersey basement parties before they exploded into pop culture, becoming the voice of misfit youth while exploring the outer edges of dramatic rock.

The group appeared on the cover of SPIN three times during its decade-plus career (June 2005, February 2007, and December 2010), and Gerard Way appeared solo on an anniversary issue in April 2010. Go behind the scenes of their last SPIN cover shoot in an exclusive photo gallery here.

Since their most recent album, 2010’s Danger Days: The True Lives of the Fabulous Killjoys, Gerard Way collaborated with Deadmau5 on “Professional Griefers,” and the band announced plans to release tracks from their Conventional Weapons sessions that preceded Danger Days. The band said little about plans for new music. They continued to operate as a live outfit, however, performing throughout 2011 and early 2012.

Gerard and Frank

The last date registered on their tour archive was a hometown gig — a May 19, 2012 show at New Jersey’s Bamboozle festival.

Prior Story / Links via Spin Magazine

By Gerard: 25th March 2013 from TwitLonger

A Vigil, On Birds and Glass.

I woke up this morning still dreaming, or not fully aware of myself just yet. The sun poked through the windows, touching my face, and then a deep sadness overcame me, immediately, bringing me to life and realization- My Chemical Romance had ended.
I walked downstairs to do the only thing I could think of to regain composure-
I made coffee.
As the drip began, in that kind of silence that only happens in the morning, and being the only one awake, I stepped outside my home, leaving the door open behind me. I looked around and began to breathe. Things looked to be about the same- a beautiful day.
As I turned to step back into the house I heard sound from within, a chirp and a rustle. And I noticed a small brown bird had flown into the library. Naturally, I panicked. I knew I had to see the bird to safety and I knew I had to retain the order of things in our home, and he very well couldn’t take up residency with us. I chased him (still assuming he was a he) into my office, where I have these very large windows.
Just then, and luckily, I heard Lindsey’s footsteps coming down the stairs, and naturally being composed as she is, she grabbed a blanket and stepped into the office. He was impossible to catch, and I began to open the windows, via Lindsey’s direction, only to find out they were screened. The bird began to fly into the glass, over and over and in all different directions.
Smack.
Smack.
Smack!
I heard another set of footsteps, Bandit’s, running down the stairs in anticipation of the new day. Her entrance into the situation caused just the right amount of chaos (she was very excited to meet the bird) and we found ourselves chasing the bird into the living room. Knowing that this where it could potentially get sticky, being the high ceilings and the beams to perch on, I opened the front door as Lindsey did her best to encourage our new friend out the door. After some coaxing, flying, chirping, a wrong turn back into the library and a short goodbye to Bandit, he simply hopped out the front door- taking off on the fifth leap.
We cheered.
I was no longer sad.
I didn’t realize it, but I stopped being sad the minute that bird had come into my life, because there was something that needed doing, a small vessel to aid and an order to keep. I closed the door. I decided to write the letter I always knew I would.

It is often my nature to be abstract, hidden in plain sight, or nowhere at all. I have always felt that the art I have made (alone or with friends) contains all of my intent when executed properly, and thus, no explanation required. It is simply not in my nature to excuse, explain, or justify any action I have taken as a result of thinking it through with a clear head, and in my truth.
I had always felt this situation involving the end of this band would be different, in the eventuality it happened. I would be cryptic in its existence, and open upon its death.

The clearest actions come from truth, not obligation. And the truth of the matter is that I love every one of you.
So, if this finds you well, and sheds some light on anything, or my personal account and feelings on the matter, then it is out of this love, mutual and shared, not duty.
Love.
This was always my intent.

My Chemical Romance: 2001-2013

We were spectacular.
Every show I knew this, every show I felt it with or without external confirmation.
There were some clunkers, sometimes our secondhand gear broke, sometimes I had no voice- we were still great. It is this belief that made us who we were, but also many other things, all of them vital-
And all of the things that made us great were the very things that were going to end us-

Fiction. Friction. Creation. Destruction. Opposition. Aggression. Ambition. Heart. Hate. Courage. Spite. Beauty. Desperation. LOVE. Fear. Glamour. Weakness. Hope.

Fatalism.

That last one is very important. My Chemical Romance had, built within its core, a fail-safe. A doomsday device, should certain events occur or cease occurring, would detonate. I shared knowledge of this “flaw” within weeks of its inception.
Personally, I embraced it because, again, it made us perfect. A perfect machine, beautiful, yet self aware of it’s system. Under directive to terminate before it becomes compromised. To protect the idea- at all costs. This probably sounds like something ripped from the pages of a four-color comic book, and that’s the point.
No compromise. No surrender. No fucking shit.

To me that’s rock and roll. And I believe in rock and roll.

I wasn’t shy about who I said this to, not the press, or a fan, or a relative. It’s in the lyrics, it’s in the banter. I often watched the journalists snicker at mention of it, assuming I was being sensational or melodramatic (in their defense I was most likely dressed as an apocalyptic marching-band leader with a tear-away hospital gown and a face covered in expressionist paint, so fair enough).
I’m still not sure if the mechanism worked correctly, because it wasn’t a bang but a much slower process. But still the same result, and still for the same reason-

When it’s time, we stop.

It is important to understand that for us, the opinion on whether or not it is in fact time does not transmit from the audience. Again, this is to protect the idea for the benefit of the audience. Many a band have waited for external confirmation that it is time to hang it up, via ticket sales, chart positioning, boos and bottles of urine- input that holds no sway for us, and often too late when it comes anyway.

You should know it in your being, if you listen to the truth inside you. And voice inside became louder than the music.

<At this point, I take a break to receive a visit from old friends, all of which were instrumental in some way to the beginnings of the band. We talk about the old days, and we talk about music, we talk about new things. We laugh and drink diet soda. We say goodbyes, I go to bed, to resume my letter in the morning, which is->

Now-
There are many reasons My Chemical Romance ended. The triggerman is unimportant, as was always the messengers- but the message, again as always, is the important thing. But to reiterate, this is my account, my reasons and my feelings. And I can assure you there was no divorce, argument, failure, accident, villain, or knife in the back that caused this, again this was no one’s fault, and it had been quietly in the works, whether we knew it or not, long before any sensationalism, scandal, or rumor.

There wasn’t even a blaze of glory in a hail of bullets…

I am backstage in Asbury Park, New Jersey. It is Saturday, May 19th, 2012 and I am pacing behind a massive black curtain that leads to the stage. I feel the breeze from the ocean find its way around me and I look down at my arms, which are covered in fresh gauze due to a losing battle with a heat rash, which had been a mysterious problem in recent months. I am normally not nervous before a show but I am certainly filled with angry butterflies most of the time. This is different- a strange anxiety jetting through me that I can only imagine is the sixth sense one feels before their last moments alive. My pupils have zeroed-out and I have ceased blinking. My body temperature is icy.
We get the cue to hit the stage.

The show is… good. Not great, not bad, just good. The first thing I notice take me by surprise is not the enormous amount of people in front of us but off to my left- the shore and the vastness of the ocean. Much more blue than I remembered as a boy. The sky is just as vibrant. I perform, semi-automatically, and something is wrong.
I am acting. I never act on stage, even when it appears that I am, even when I’m hamming it up or delivering a soliloquy. Suddenly, I have become highly self-aware, almost as if waking from a dream. I began to move faster, more frantic, reckless- trying to shake it off- but all it began to create was silence. The amps, the cheers, all began to fade.

All that what left was the voice inside, and I could hear it clearly. It didn’t have to yell- it whispered, and said to me briefly, plainly, and kindly- what it had to say.

What it said is between me and the voice.

I ignored it, and the following months were full of suffering for me- I hollowed out, stopped listening to music, never picked up a pencil, started slipping into old habits. All of the vibrancy I used to see became de-saturated. Lost. I used to see art or magic in everything, especially the mundane- the ability was buried under wreckage.

Slowly, once I had done enough damage to myself, I began to climb out of the hole. Clean. When I made it out, the only thing left inside was the voice, and for the second time in my life, I no longer ignored it- because it was my own.

There are many roles for all of us to play in this ending. We can be well-wishers, ill-wishers, sympathizers, vilifiers, comedians, rain clouds, victims-

That last one, again, is important. I have never thought myself a victim, nor my comrades, nor the fans- especially not the fans. For us to adopt that role right now would legitimize everything the tabloids have tried to name us. More importantly, it completely misses the point of the band. And then what have we learned?

With honor, integrity, closure, and on no one’s terms but our own- the door closes.

And another opens-

This morning I awoke early. I quickly brushed my teeth, threw on some baggy jeans, and hopped in my car. I gently sped down the 405 through the morning fog to a random parking lot in Palo Verde, where I was to meet a nice gentleman named Norm. He was older, and a self-proclaimed “hippie” but he also had the energy of Sixteen year old in a garage-rock band. The purpose of the meeting was the delivery of an amplifier into my possession. I had recently purchased the amp from him and we both agreed that shipping would jostle the tubes- so he was kind enough to meet me in the middle.
A Fender Princeton Amp from 1965, non reverb. A beautiful little device.

He showed me the finer points, the speaker, the non-grounded plug, the original label and the chalk mark of the man or woman who built it-

“This amp talks.” he said.
I smiled.
We got coffee, talked about gold-foil pickups and life. We sat in the car and played each other music we had made. We parted ways, promising to stay in touch, I drove home.

When I wanted to start My Chemical Romance, I began by sitting in my parent’s basement, picking up an instrument I had long abandoned for the brush- a guitar. It was a 90’s Fender Mexican Stratocaster, Lake Placid Blue, but in my youth I had decided it was too clean and pretty so I beat it up, exposing some of the red paint underneath the blue- the color it was meant to be. Adding a piece of duct tape on the pick guard, it felt acceptable. I plugged this into a baby Crate Amp with built in distortion and began the first chords of Skylines and Turnstiles.

I still have that guitar, and it’s sitting next to The Princeton.
He has a voice, and I would like to hear what it has to say.

In closing, I want to thank every single fan. I have learned from you, maybe more than you think you’ve learned from me. My only regret is that I am awful with names and bad with goodbyes. But I never forget a face, or a feeling- and that is what I have left from all of you.
I feel Love.

I feel love for you, for our crew, our team, and for every single human being I have shared the band and stage with-

Ray. Mikey. Frank. Matt. Bob. James. Todd. Cortez. Tucker. Pete. Michael. Jarrod.

Since I am bad with goodbyes. I refuse to let this be one. But I will leave you with one last thing-

My Chemical Romance is done. But it can never die.
It is alive in me, in the guys, and it is alive inside all of you.
I always knew that, and I think you did too.

Because it is not a band-
it is an idea.

Love,
Gerard

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Thank You MCR

Now some playlists….. ✿((◠‿  ◠))✿ Let’s try and cheer up… you know there will be some music from Frank, Gerard, Ray and Mikey.. perhaps… just originating from somewhere else..

MCR’s music will stay with us and ‘in the World Forever’!!!

Love from Sasha xox
Original Edit by Sasha
Original Edit by Sasha
Lindsey Way: 23rd March 2013 from Twit Longer
“In 2002 I saw MCR for the first time. I remember feeling privileged- like I had just witnessed something important and special. It was chaos and magic. It was sincere and inspiring. I never lost that feeling. Every show after felt like a blessing. As a fan of MCR my heart is broken but i understand. I know what it feels like to want to break your orbit and float like a satellite, wild in space, running the risk of disintegration. The desire to take your life into your own hands and hurl it at the stars…
I understand the need for change and the desire to begin again. The journey is always the best part.
Though I will deeply miss MCR I have never met more talented and incredible people and more than anything I’m excited for what @gerardway @mikeyway @FrankIero @raytoro do next.
I know it’s going to be amazing because they are each amazing.
The future starts right now. A new adventure is about to take place and I for one will be on that ride!
Who’s coming with me”?
A Gerard Quote ~ Original Edit by Sasha
A Gerard Quote ~ Original Edit by Sasha
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4 thoughts on “Our Chemical Romance

  1. I like how you have every piece of information the fans need, from the original post to the band’s tweets, which ends the post on a rather happier note than expected. Nice playlists too (I do love them live), and I think I just saved every single picture onto my laptop 😛 The only thing I have to say in slight negativity is that I would like to see a more personal slant, although it’s obvious you like the band (through the sentiment of all the pictures, the time spent writing and putting the post together, etc) I just can’t see many of your own feelings or writing. That’s it though, well done on a great post!

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    1. Cool comment so thanks, L…

      I explain the design of my website here, in the top right section that I mainly keep the blog here for somewhat of ‘collating’ information.. as a way of reference see, and since there were more and more people that I know.. with this sites address, well lets just say I try and keep it more ‘impersonal’. My blog / website is more about facts and usually from various sources, making it easy for people to get various information and pix ‘all in one place’

      Glad you liked the pix there’s more here at my Pinterest board for MCR / Gerard >> http://pinterest.com/sashasonic/gerard-way/ > ‘I like to give it professional ‘edge’.. 😀 for another story and Pix of Gerard here: http://wp.me/p2cfVN-aO

      nb: Also with comments now and then, that’s more ‘segmented’ away from my articles… so Thanks for your thoughts, they’re appreciated L…

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  2. No problem 🙂

    Ah, well I was going to write in the previous comment that if you wanted to seem disassociated or want to give a less personal spin on the article, then this is perfect. For the professionalism’s sake, of course. I know what you mean, I’m always anonymous in everything, and friends who know I have a blog, are also told by me to steer clear of it.

    My computer won’t be able to handle my downloads soon! Yeah, that is a LOT of Conventional Weapons info!

    I can see why you’d like to, when you talk emotionally about something, from your own point of view, you often leave out fact and evidence and replace it with repetition and nonsense.

    Mm, I tend to only do that with my family though 🙂

    It’s nice to have feedback, yeah, you’re welcome again.

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  3. Love that: ‘steer clear of’.direction to peeps, thing is I would not have a clue who visits here that I know, prob will never know 😀

    Was never really going to ‘count it’ lol but hey the “101 Things” is also a highly visible search engine term… ‘cheeky of me’..

    Yep, simple also kind of straight forward info and such, like my ‘G Way, truth mystery and myth… ‘ lol, have not seen any of the info stating that this is true, signed g way 🙂 so my sort of ‘disclaimer’…

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